Oh, The Music.

Before you start reading, i want you to pick any song off of this playlist and listen to it all the way through. these are some of the most wonderful songs i could find, and they saved my sanity.

well this week was pretty rough, and since i know that maybe one person, possibly two, will read this blog, i feel a little alienated... but whatever. this weekend, my new good friend Ian told me a little bit about "Fractals". They are some sort of graph or something of a never ending equation. in a nutshell, they make you feel like you are on acid the entire time you are watching them. i suggest you check them out on youtube.com because they apparently explain the nature of the universe. ( i am being serious, the mathematicians that discovered them think that they are the key to understanding the universe), and the sad thing is, i think i believe them. i think god knows math, and science, and magic, and all of the wonderful mysteries that we do not know. i had some pretty deep conversation with some new friends recently, about love and the true meaning of religeon and stuff... it was a breath of fresh air. i think that all of us need to take a little bit more time to just sit down and talk with someone. since then, i have gone from being a pretty inward-facing person, to a more outward one. the only way to true happiness is to serve others, that is no lie. so while i wait for my true love to return from her trip, i will keep contemplating all these things that i desire to know more about, because the best way to learn something is to learn it yourself. i hope someone reads this blog, i hope they are from far away, and they enjoy it. i hope that the music that is playing right now saves you somehow, small or substantial, and i hope to hear from you soon, phantom reader.